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Bunnefjord

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Bunnefjord is the fjord beside Trond Sander’s childhood home, but in his memories it is more than a view or a place to swim. Its cold water becomes a deliberately chosen ordeal shared with his sister; its shores hold the family’s life during the occupation; and, after liberation, its bright summer surface makes a striking contrast with the quiet road on which his father finally comes home.

Setting and Childhood Ritual

Trond’s family lived beside the Oslo fjord, in rented rooms near Ljan Station, with a view over the inner Oslofjord and Bunnefjord. The fjord was close enough to become part of the children’s yearly calendar. From the time Trond was seven, he and his sister decided to swim there every May Day, entering the grey-green water regardless of wind or weather. Their first swim of the year was not described as a pleasure to be sought but as an effort they felt they ought to undertake: the water had to hurt enough to make the challenge feel real.

The ritual had its own practical discipline. At Katten beach, the children jumped one at a time from sloping rocks into the water. While one swam, the other stood at the water’s edge holding a rope, ready to act as lifeguard if the swimmer’s muscles cramped. The cold struck the body abruptly, knocking the breath away on impact. The rope made the swim safer, but it did not soften the ordeal; instead, it gave the children a way to repeat it each year, with the discomfort accepted as part of the undertaking. They also went to Ingierstrand, extending the memory of cold water along the shore from Katten toward Ingierstrand.

The Fjord During the Occupation

The swimming custom is set against the German invasion of Norway. In Trond’s recollection, the occupation began in Oslo with German soldiers marching down Karl Johan in an endless column. The street was cold and silent; the crash of marching boots echoed against the university building, and Messerschmitts then swept low over the city from the direction of the fjord. Trond and his father watched without speaking. His father took his hand and led him through the city toward Østbane Station to find out whether transport south was still running or whether the day’s events had brought it to a halt.

Not long afterward, his father went away for the first time. Trond and his sister began swimming in the cold fjord with their hearts pounding and the rope ready. The juxtaposition makes the ritual part of a changed family life: the water and the annual challenge remain, but the father who had stood beside Trond in the silent city is no longer continuously present. The fjord’s cold, bodily shock also serves as a sharply concrete way of remembering that period, linking childhood routine to the uncertainty that followed the invasion and his father’s absences.

In 1942, while Trond was at home beside the Oslo fjord and still imagining journeys he and his father would make once the Germans had been defeated, his father was establishing a concealed working life across the country. He used a vacant smallholding near the river as a base for trips to Sweden carrying papers and sometimes films for the Norwegian Resistance. At home, the fjord remained part of the family’s ordinary landscape; it was not the route by which his father carried out that work. The contrast between the familiar view from the family’s rooms and the hidden journeys to Sweden underscores how much of the father’s wartime life was beyond the children’s knowledge.

Liberation and the Return of His Father

The fjord appears again in Trond’s memory of late June 1945, when liberated Norway brought dazzling light and busy boats to the water. From the first-floor window, Trond and his sister could see the inner Oslofjord and Nesoddlandet. Boats crossed from shore to shore under full sail, and people aboard sang amid the celebrations. Yet the spectacle did not hold the children’s attention for long. Trond was already tired of the public jubilation, having encountered the crowds and their excitement in many other places. The bright water offered no arrival he was waiting for.

Instead, the children watched the road for their father, returning from Sweden after the war. He had been away for eight months, and the family had received no word from him until two days before he came home. He appeared slowly on the steep Nielsenbakken from Ljan Station, wearing a worn grey suit and carrying a grey sack from which something like a fishing rod protruded. He showed no visible wound and did not limp, but his slow approach seemed surrounded by silence. While the boats on the fjord embodied the public celebration of liberation, the road carried the private event that mattered to the children.

Their mother, waiting in the doorway with a wet handkerchief, could no longer contain herself; she ran down the road and threw herself at him. Trond’s sister followed her, while Trond came more slowly and stopped by the letter box, embarrassed by the open display of feeling. His father looked over the women’s shoulders until their eyes met. They exchanged a slight nod and a faint smile that Trond understood as meant for him alone. In this remembered reunion, the fjord is present in the scene’s setting, but the emotional focus turns away from the water and toward the road, the family’s embrace, and the private recognition between father and son.

Narrative Significance

Bunnefjord gathers together two kinds of time in Trond’s account. The May Day swims repeat: year after year, the children return to the cold water and test their bodies against it. The occupation, by contrast, breaks the family’s ordinary continuity through the father’s departures and long absences. The yearly ritual persists beside that historical rupture, making the fjord a stable point in a childhood whose understanding of the father is repeatedly unsettled.

The water’s changing significance also depends on what it cannot provide. In 1945, sunlight and sails fill the view, but Trond and his sister do not look to the fjord for their father’s return; they watch the road. The remembered landscape therefore resists becoming a simple emblem of freedom or uncomplicated happiness. It holds the pleasurable brightness of summer, the disciplined discomfort of the children’s swims, and the background of a separation that public celebration cannot resolve. For Trond, Bunnefjord anchors memory not because it stops history, but because the same familiar shore can be revisited as the meaning of his childhood changes.